Of this and that

All these merging sounds, cross-fading


Tranquilising and traumatising my soul

I sit quietly as a vase in the corner

Doing nothing new, nothing great

Was it all I could do on earth?

or is it all I deserve to get in life?

it reminds me of my sins though

and my shyness, my attitude

will I ever wake up to life?

or am I expecting a magic?

My questions have all the answers